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Pumpkinland

by Opinion

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Danes World OPINION RULES. Hugo did it again. This tape is WICKED. Favorite track: Kill Your Idol.
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OxenFloxen Another absolutely phenomenal album. Everything about this album is so good. I hope Hugo keeps making more music so we can enjoy it for years to come

Favorite track: Lonely Woman.
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1.
(Hum, hum.. Prise 3... Ok.) I hate to be myself I think of life and I'm scared I don't want to get old I don't want to be loved I rather be someone else I wrote so many songs It's useless Like my head I wrote so many songs It's useless Like my head I wrote so many songs It's useless Like my head I wrote so many songs It's useless It's useless I hate to be myself I think of life and I'm scared I hate to be myself I think of life and I'm scared I hate to be myself I hate to be myself I hate to be myself I hate to be myself I hate to be myself I hate to be myself Myself Myself
2.
Blue forest for fools I can cry for time I will always loose You lie when you say you're mine Stuck in a grey crowd Stuck in a broken mind You will jump and lose all the cats in town Yeah Not Fine Not Fine Not Fine Not Fine Lift a stick and trick [censored] who fit (shit) Make a toy and loose it in the noise In the noise ? Oh yeah, oh now! Not Fine Not Fine Not Fine C'est de la merde.
3.
Blue forest For fools, I can cry for time I will always loose You lie when you say you're mine Stuck in a crowd Stuck in a broken mind You will jump and lose all the cats Lose all the cats in town Ahh... I will leave the town Ahh... You fill all in the grass Lift a stick and trick all the chicks who fit Make a toy and loose it in the noise And I think I will laugh with a boil It's useless I will fit in with shopping the bus I will laugh and I love it and lay You will think I laugh at being a man Ah... I will leave the town Ah... I will leave this town Ah... I will leave this town Ah... I will leave this town
4.
Carb 02:17
I was alone in this street You was here but you disappeared I'm so scared and the rain is near Run for fun, run for fun, run for fun Nobody will hurt cause the trouble is fun Not mine, not fine Drugged store for fucking moan I will destroy you Only you Only few Only you Only few Only you Only few I was alone in this street You was here but you disappeared I'm so scared and the rain is near Run for fun, run for fun, run for fun Nobody will hurt cause the trouble is fun Not mine, not fine Drugged store for fucking moan I will destroy everything Only you Only few Only you Only few
5.
Lonely Woman 03:30
Lonely woman Jump from the roof of my town I can see it But no one could do it I've been in love Like the grass of Greenville Took the right key To make the sun safer But I hope that you don't see That my soul is darker than the screamer And I will be living here Until the day I die I hate mirrors because I see my face Alone at home. Like usual, to "grow" I'm so bored and I don't want to do my homework Sometimes I'm sad just because of vision But I don't know how to write songs So I do the same thing with three chords I'm so tired of being myself I'm so tired of being here Yeah
6.
Dub-Pop 04:36
Take the bus Feel the stuff On my time Feel the sand Take the greys Of my time Don't fell To rest I've seen it True the fur Take the stuff Out of the mirror I've been real Outdating my submarine For the love Tapping someone coughing with a strawberry Feel strange Talking for the screen Of my memory who stand Took the ground For the sauna toughing I lay down I don't want to love No one could stand to fight this stomach Take it down and be quiet Feel the sun and the stuff, I can feel it Submarine For real This ring down Take the death Off my skin No one could live Feel the sun No one could hit the ground For this land Feel this drug Take it and be quiet just like the nature
7.
(Ah oui... Ok.) All alone, in the night I can draw in the lie Kill the joke, no color I will live in the town I will live underground And you'll be safe as done I don't know, did you know? How the gore makes you grow Make the pain, and take the end Make it fast, easier From the window, a widow Look at me, 'cause I'm fake
8.
This lockdown drive me crazy And I'm late, I'm so lazy I don't count anymore, I'm stuck in a odd shit The new me is so cold, but it's not even real No. No trees in my arms And no. I don't want to land I love doing nothing but it's so stressing And my goal is to success something
9.
I feel everybody's soul and I am the king of my bathroom, I want to know your fan Kill your idol Kill your idol I feel everybody's soul and I am the king of my bathroom, I want to know your fan Drug kill your idol Drug kill your idol And I'm your boy Kill your idol
10.
Sobroke 03:30
I can't understand anything you said I don't care about all the shit you made I'm so broke and it seems like I'm so stoned Could you please suit me long I'm gone Cut my lips again Cause nothing feels like shame But I don't feel the same Could you please die here Please die here (All right!) I'm so broke, it seems like I'm so stoned Could you please suit me long I'm gone I can understand everything you said I don't care about all the shit you've made Cut my lips again Cause nothing feels like shame But I don't feel the same Could you please die here Please die here Please die here Could you please die here
11.
Can't escape this song Stuck in my own prison Dildos on run But nothing will drown Ominous style Of killing full night Down by the art Can't escape this mess Can't escape my face No joke from here Gold luck and some truck Soon I will run No one could leave (No one could leave) No one could steal (No one could steal) And I'm so in love (And I'm so in love) It's so sick, I'm stuck (It's so sick, I'm stuck)
12.
So Much Ego 03:27
So much ego I can't Gut brain Make them hate you Sustain No drain I'm stuck here for ever In my poor mind I'm stuck here for ever And I don't mind So much ego I can't Gut brain Make them hate you Sustain No drain I'm stuck here for ever In my poor mind I'm stuck here for ever And I don't mind I'm stuck here for ever In my poor mind I'm stuck here for ever And I don't mind
13.
I lay you down, my head is pregnant She fled from the eyes and leaves the room I'm such a fool to think I'm honest But now you're gone and I'm your past I'm just another person The day I saw myself in your eyes I realized that everything ends I'm such awful to make you blue But now it's too late and I'm your past I'm just another error

about

"Pumpkinland" is a collection of songs recorded between 2018 and 2020 on Audacity.

I recorded almost all of the "acoustic" tracks on this album in my bedroom at Boarding School.
Most of the "electric" songs were recorded in my mother's house.

In 2019, when I was in my father's house, I had better equipment for recording, so I did "Molly". Otherwise, I only used a 10€ microphone bought at Super U (a French supermarket) and Audacity. The sound was so bad, but it was a lot of fun doing this.

At first, I wanted "Pumpkinland" to be the sequel to "Fuzzy Lychee" (2018).
It was meant to be an 4-tracks EP recorded on March 17, 2019:
"I'm Affraid Of Growing Up" + "Leave This Town" + "Carb" + "Kill Your Idol" (a rejected track from "Fuzzy Lychee").

I quickly abandoned the idea of an EP and wanted "Pumpkinland" to be a double album like "Molly". Like a sort of more lo-fi side of Opinion. But I never had the time to really finish this project.
At the end of 2019, the recording of "Molly" was finished, and I was struggling with myself a lot. It was really hard to mix a double album when you are at the same time in a boarding school.
Also, I was frustrated to have so many unreleased songs and not knowing how to release them. So, in December 2019, I released the unfinished album from 2018 called "Desire, Perfume & Slowly". I felt a lot better doing that. A lot of pain was now released. I was free for some months.

In 2020, I was in a very weird and dark period. I wanted to change my music, but at the same time I was mixing "Molly" with my father. I was proud of "Molly", but I wanted to make something more dark and lo-fi at the same time. So "Pumpkinland" became a sort of weird unfinished album with a lot of tracks, differents moods, and no particular directions. I didn't knew what to do with this album. I was stuck.
When the mixing and mastering of "Molly" was finished, I quickly forgot about "Pumpkinland". I just wanted to release this double album with Flippin' Freaks Records, doing music videos with Margotin, and also enjoying the calm of the lockdown.

When "Molly" was released, I was surprised that a lot of people were liking it. But personally, I just wanted to make a new album. I wanted to create something that sounds like nothing else, with a lot of overdubs, and a dark and unique aesthetic. I started the recording of this new album called "Troisième Opinion" in late 2020. The album is still actually not released, but I hope it will be out soon. It's sincerely the only thing worth listening that I created.

In 2020-2021, "Pumpkinland" was still not finished or ready to be released. I thought at the time that "Pumpkinland" was too lo-fi to be released just after "Molly".
"Pumpkinland" was now an abandoned project

In summer 2022, I rediscovered this album. Even if it's still unfinished, I know that it's impossible for me to record new songs to fit in this album. So I released it as "surprise present" for some friends on December 14, 2022. It was released on the Soundcloud account of my record label "Nothing Is Mine". After one week, I removed the album from Soundcloud. I was kind of cringed by myself. I just felt it was not a good album.

But today (July 2023), I think that this album need to be released for good.
I'm proud of it. It's unfinished, it's not mixed, it's very badly recorded, etc, but when I listen to it, it reminds me of rainy days in high school, hanging out with my friends, and the boredom of adolescence.
So I remastered the whole album between July & August 2023 to make it sound like the best demo sounding album recorded on Audacity with the worst mic ever.

"Pumpkinland" is the other side of "Molly". The more abstract and weird version. I hope you will understand why I wanted to release it.

This album is for all my friends from high school. I love you all.

credits

released September 1, 2023

Written, performed, recorded, "mixed" and mastered by Hugo Carmouze.
I did the master between June and August 2023.
The version from December 2022 had a very bad master. That's probably why I was kind of cringed by the album. But I remastered it. I think it sounds a lot more charismatic like that.

Artwork by Hugo Carmouze.
I started creating the artwork in summer 2021 and finished it in summer 2022.

The photo inside the cassette was taken by Eleanor Van Rooyen in summer 2020.

Almost all of the songs were recorded in my mom's house.
Some acoustic songs were recorded at boarding school.
-"I Hate to Be Myself" & "Lonely Woman" were recorded on November 30, 2019.
-"I'm Affraid Of Growing Up" was recorded on March 16, 2019.
-"Leave This Town" & "Carb" were recorded on March 17, 2019.
-"Dub-Pop" was recorded on December 1, 2019.
-"..hélicoptère" & "Lockdown" were recorded on April 28, 2020.
-"Kill Your Idol" was recorded on April 14, 2018.
-"Sobroke" was recorded on March 19, 2020.
-"Can't Escape This Song, Stuck In My Own Prison" was recorded by Les Hugos on January 18, 2020. Les Hugos is a duo band from high school. It was just me and my friend Hugo P.V.
-"So Much Ego" was recorded on February 17, 2020.
-"Another Person" was recorded on December 5, 2019.
-"demo 75 (chez Margot)" was recorded in late October 2019.

Some overdubs on "I Hate To Be Myself" were recorded in December 2022.

All the drums are sampled from Youtube (except for "I Hate To Be Myself" wich was recorded on a home-made drum kit made of a a music stand and a sort of little djembe).

"Pumpkinland" was first released very briefly on Nothing Is Mine's Soundcloud on December 14, 2022 before being deleted.
Here is a broken link for proving the existence of this in 2021: soundcloud.com/nothingismine/sets/pumpkinland/s-HP2g0UivrfJ?si=e1c63bb8e95241a9a9a3cf64447d1fe9
This is a remastered version from 2023.

Released on Nothing Is Mine.
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Opinion Occitanie, France

Opinion is a One Man Band / solo project by Hugo Carmouze.

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